Don't lie to me

You know when you tell me, "I still want you to be in my life." I assume that you at least want to be friends. So when I text you to tell you things and then you purposely ignore me, even telling me the next day that you didn't feel like talking, isn't exactly what I would call wanting to be friends. I'd bet good money you talked to other people so why not just tell me the truth, that you did not want to talk to me. I don't know why I'm surprised, you haven't wanted to talk to me in a very long time. So what is any different now. So I guess I'm just gonna give up and stop trying. You want to talk to me you know how to reach me. I'm sick and tried of being an inconvenience to you.