Song Lyrics

I love song lyrics. Most of the time they are better at expressing my feelings better then I can. They are not complete lyrics, just the parts that really speak to me. Here are some of the good ones.

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal.

But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?.
It wouldn't change how you feel.

"Everything Changes" - Staind

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Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago....

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.

"Over You" - Daughtry

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I lie awake on a long, dark night
I can't seem to tame my mind...

Maybe I can't accept the life that's mine
No I can't accept the life that's mine

I try to hold on but I'm calloused to the bone
Maybe that's why I feel alone

Me..I'm rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal

"Weathered" - Creed

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I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

"Snuff" - Slipknot

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'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade Away again

"Shimmer" - Fuel

SOC Sunday.. Dealing

Dealing

Well, I don't deal well with change or much else. That is why I had to seek help. I have been a creature of habit for all of my life. I have always felt like if things are going along the same each day then life must be ok. I've learned that is not the case. I mean I thought Cheryl and I were ok, when in reality she was not happy.

She stayed silent and said nothing to me about being unhappy. So I blindly thought things were ok. Then I finally found out differently. I wish she had told me sooner. I'd rather someone be honest with me then to just let me think everything is fine.

I know the truth hurts sometimes but its better then not knowing.

I feel betrayed

and I don't deal well with that feeling either.

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